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- June 07, 1993: The Voices Told Him to Kill
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- <history>
- TIME--The Weekly Newsmagazine--1993
- Jun. 07, 1993 The Incredible Shrinking President
- </history>
- <article>
- <source>Time Magazine</source>
- <hdr>
- CRIME, Page 46
- The Voices Told Him to Kill
- </hdr>
- <body>
- <p>Brain-damaged and schizophrenic, Bobby Lewis Shaw killed two
- people. Now he awaits execution even though he has never been
- able to use insanity as a legal defense.
- </p>
- <p>By JAMES WILLWERTH POTOSI
- </p>
- <p> Bobby Shaw cannot remember when the voices started talking
- to him. Growing up in impoverished, rural Missouri, he had always
- been an odd boy, slow yet sometimes excitable, likable but strange.
- Bobby often wandered into the homes of others; he would sit
- in their living rooms, as if he lived there, until his father
- came and got him--and punished him. "I thought if I whupped
- him, he would think harder the next time," Bobby's father David
- told a social worker. Bobby's sister Martha, two years his junior,
- helped him through first grade after he flunked it twice. "He
- just wasn't very bright," she says. "If the teacher said, `Recess
- is over; sit down,' I'd have to go over, take his hand and tell
- him to sit down." She adds, "We were very close." As a teenager,
- he loved to dance "fast and slow," says Martha. "He'd laugh
- a lot, but--I can't explain it--then he'd stop himself and
- say, `Oh, boy.' He'd make a comment behind the laugh, and then
- he'd be quiet again."
- </p>
- <p> It was not until Bobby came home from prison the first time
- that his behavior became more than odd. "He wasn't the same
- person," says his mother Ruby. He wouldn't stay in his room
- at night. "He'd pack all his clothes and his shoes in a paper
- bag and walk out. I'd ask, `Where you goin'?' He'd say, `I don't
- know where I'm goin'. I got to get away from those people in
- my room.' I'd say, `Child, nobody is talkin' to you in your
- room. You've just been around too many people in jail.' I would
- sit in the cool of the evenin' with him and he'd say, `I don't
- like to be around all those people!' " He would then sit on
- the back porch all night, rocking and pouring water over his
- head, talking to himself.
- </p>
- <p> Family and friends in St. Louis, Missouri, where the Shaws had
- moved, decided that Bobby needed time to adjust. Martha's common-law
- husband Calvin Morris decided to "bring Bobby along." "They
- were good friends," says Martha. Morris bought Bobby clothes
- and took care of him. But on Sept. 17, 1975, Bobby Shaw shot
- and killed Calvin Morris with a 20-gauge shotgun. Rushing to
- the scene, Bobby's older brother Vancell asked him what had
- happened. "I don't know," Bobby said. And then he asked Vancell
- for cigarettes.
- </p>
- <p> "What made him do that to somebody I know was his best friend?"
- Martha asks tearfully. "He's never said anything about it for
- 18 years. I don't know if he even remembers what happened."
- Last December, Bobby finally offered some kind of an explanation.
- "Voices already picked him [Morris] a murderer," he told a
- neurologist. "They picked me. I don't know why. They picked
- me and said I had to do it."
- </p>
- <p> Bobby Shaw, 42, is a prisoner at Missouri's Potosi Correctional
- Center. When questioned about his life, he parrots courtroom
- legalese: "Read the record...I have no comment." When a
- photographer asks to "take" his picture, he replies in all seriousness,
- "I don't have one." On June 9, at one minute past midnight,
- unless he receives executive clemency, he will die by lethal
- injection.
- </p>
- <p> The story of Bobby Shaw's life makes some people cry. At his
- recent competency hearing, the court stenographer had to stop
- several times to compose herself. But guilt or innocence is
- not in dispute here. Nobody argues that Bobby Shaw did not kill
- Calvin Morris. No one suggests that he did not then fatally
- stab prison guard Walter Farrow while doing time. For many
- who have followed the case, anger rises from the story of his
- journey through America's justice and social-welfare system.
- For Bobby Shaw has never been able to raise the defense of insanity,
- even though he has probably been brain-damaged or schizophrenic
- most of his life.
- </p>
- <p> "The system has failed Bobby in just about every way possible,"
- says Sean O'Brien, Shaw's pro bono lawyer and the director of
- the nonprofit Missouri Capital Punishment Resource Center. Notes
- Dr. Jonathan Pincus, chairman of Georgetown University's neurology
- department: "The greatest tragedy in this case is that he has
- a treatable disorder. If he had been diagnosed and treated properly,
- two victims would probably be alive, and he would not be on
- death row."
- </p>
- <p> The condemned man's mother weeps. "Sometimes I cry by myself
- at home when I think about it," says Ruby Shaw, 68. "I always
- wonder, What did I do to him? I wonder if he thinks I caused
- this. Have you ever tried to tell yourself you was all right
- when you know you wasn't? I do that lots of times." Ruby grasps
- for an explanation: "During the time I was carrying Bobby, I
- had an upset thing. I think it fell on him." For months she
- could not recognize her children or care for them.
- </p>
- <p> Whatever blame his mother may wish to take, Bobby Shaw's troubles
- became evident after he was sentenced to four years in prison
- for holding up a liquor store. Says Ruby: "He and his friends
- were just playin'. He didn't have no gun or knife. He knew the
- woman who owned the store, and he said, `Gimme some liquor!'
- She understood. She didn't even call the police. But somebody
- else did, and the State of Missouri just took over." At the
- age of 23, Bobby was sent to the corrections center in Moberly,
- Missouri. His life would never be the same.
- </p>
- <p> On June 22, 1974, Bobby's prison records report, "This inmate
- grabbed another inmate and sucked his right breast." Shaw received
- a disciplinary warning, but the incident caused so much commotion
- among the prison population that Shaw was transferred. The following
- August, he got into a fight with another inmate, then sidestepped
- a guard who tried to intervene and attacked the inmate again.
- The prison administration apparently found Shaw's behavior bizarre
- enough to call in a psychiatrist. First Bobby was given Valium.
- A month later, he began taking Mellaril, an antipsychotic drug
- often used to stabilize schizophrenia patients. In December
- 1974, an inmate hit him on the head with a pipe. He was severely
- injured.
- </p>
- <p> But Bobby Shaw was never formally diagnosed with schizophrenia.
- Furthermore, when he was paroled in February 1975, the corrections
- department did not tell his family he had been on antipsychotic
- drugs for six months. Ideally, a mentally ill inmate coming
- out of prison would have community-based treatment penciled
- in as one of his parole requirements. Not Bobby. "They never
- told us he was hit on the head," says Martha. "They never told
- us he was on medication. They never told us anything.
- </p>
- <p> "A lot of guys come home and have to adjust to the street again,"
- says Martha. "We thought that was the problem. But he was doing
- strange things. We were in the kitchen one day, and I was telling
- him he had to make his adjustment and start looking for a job.
- He started throwing water on me from the sink. Me and Bobby
- was too close for him to treat me that way."
- </p>
- <p> And then one morning he killed Martha's husband.
- </p>
- <p> Do not look for balance in the transcript of Bobby Shaw's first
- murder trial. Against 86 pages of testimony listed under the
- heading "State's Evidence" is a single page of defense material--a standard motion for acquittal on the grounds that the state
- had not proved its case. Bobby was so uncommunicative that his
- public defender, Joseph Warzycki, complained about it in open
- court. "Your honor," said the lawyer, "I would like the record
- to indicate at this time that...Mr. Shaw has not seen fit
- to decide to make any statement to me regarding the circumstances
- of the case." The jury found him guilty of first-degree murder.
- On March 21, 1977, Bobby was sentenced to life imprisonment
- at Missouri State Penitentiary in Jefferson City.
- </p>
- <p> In spite of his previous record in jail and his history of sudden,
- violent behavior, prison officials assigned Bobby Shaw to the
- vegetable-cutting room, where inmates work with knives every
- day. He was neither examined nor treated for psychiatric illness.
- There Shaw was put under the direction of guard Walter Farrow,
- 61, who seemed to get along well with his prisoner. Bobby Shaw
- remembers his assignment with some excitement. "I was peelin'
- potatoes. I was runnin' the machine, makin' French fries, scalloped
- potatoes. Corn had to be snatched off the cob. Lettuce and cabbage
- had to be cut." He remembers nothing else.
- </p>
- <p> But Bobby was again having psychotic episodes. On Aug. 8, 1977,
- Shaw was found standing naked at his cell door at 1:37 p.m.
- when he was supposed to report for work. He got into fights
- with other inmates. In early 1978 he alarmed his fellow kitchen
- employees by attacking a sack of potatoes with a cutting knife.
- Farrow and others asked for Bobby to be transferred to a less
- dangerous job. He was not.
- </p>
- <p> At 7:30 A.M. on July 16, 1978, Farrow began his day as usual,
- unlocking the cabinet containing the knives. Without warning,
- Bobby reached past him, grabbing two knives. "No, Shaw, no!"
- Farrow yelled. Bobby Shaw stabbed him in the chest and ran into
- the hallway. Farrow chased him, then collapsed and died. Shaw
- was subdued and badly beaten. "I saw him the next day in the
- hospital ward," says Ruby. "His head was so big. It was twice
- the size of a normal head, like a watermelon." Only last December
- did Shaw offer a version of what happened. It was the voices,
- two or three kinds talking, male and female. "The voices were
- very active," he admitted. "They said, `Stick the guard and
- walk out.' "
- </p>
- <p> At Shaw's second murder trial, Jefferson City public defender
- Howard Mc Fadden asked for a psychiatric evaluation. Reported
- Dr. Sadashiv Parwatikar: "Mr. Shaw is a mildly depressed individual...There is no evidence of any psychotic disorder." In another
- report, he added, "Various members of the [prison] staff indicate
- that Mr. Shaw never caused any administrative problems...[His previous history] does not show any significant abnormalities."
- Parwatikar, a state employee, noted, however, that Bobby's IQ
- was "borderline."
- </p>
- <p> The trial judge concluded that Shaw was mentally functional
- and refused to instruct the jury that they could take mental
- retardation into account when deciding their verdict. The jury
- found him guilty. The defense then asked that the court not
- "sully" its hands with a death sentence for this "flotsam on
- the sea of life." The judge sentenced Bobby Shaw to death.
- </p>
- <p> In 1991 Parwatikar admitted that he had misdiagnosed Shaw. He
- blamed the prison authorities for not providing him with all
- Bobby's records. He told TIME, "Schizophrenics don't generally
- like to admit to some of the things going on underneath. I asked
- him if he was having command hallucinations, and he denied it."
- He added, "I missed the diagnosis...given what I had."
- </p>
- <p> True schizophrenia patients often hide their symptoms and insist
- that nothing unusual is happening. It takes skill to identify
- some kinds of insanity. Last December, Shaw's pro bono lawyer
- Sean O'Brien brought in Georgetown neurologist Jonathan Pincus
- to interview Bobby.
- </p>
- <p> "Do you have hallucinations?" asked Pincus.
- </p>
- <p> "No," said Shaw.
- </p>
- <p> "Do you hear things that aren't there?"
- </p>
- <p> "No."
- </p>
- <p> Pincus, talking in a gentle, take-your-time manner, shifted
- to other questions. Then he asked, "Do you hear things that
- are there, but other people don't hear?"
- </p>
- <p> "Well...yeah," said Shaw.
- </p>
- <p> Schizophrenia is a genetically influenced mental illness involving
- hallucinations, delusions, depression and disorderly thinking.
- No one knows what causes it, but the pathology involves misfiring
- neurotransmissions originating in the brain's limbic system,
- where movement and thought are first processed, then sent to
- the frontal lobes, where decision-making begins. Patients commonly
- imagine that people on television and in magazines are talking
- to them directly and personally. They become antisocial and
- depressed and hear aggressive voices that can sometimes command
- them to commit suicide--or, on rare occasions, to kill someone.
- Pincus is convinced that homicidal violence only occurs when
- child abuse and brain damage are also part of the picture.
- </p>
- <p> Pincus is so convinced that Bobby was abused as a child that
- he has said so in testimony. When he did, Ruby Shaw got up and
- left the courtroom. She later told him, "I know you had to say
- all that, but I just couldn't stand reliving those terrible
- times." Says Pincus: "I believe he was abused--beaten and
- burned." As for brain damage, tests administered in 1990 indicate
- that Shaw's right parietal lobe is damaged. That is the area
- of the brain that controls how we interpret the behavior of
- others. Shaw's frontal lobes are also atrophied.
- </p>
- <p> Two weeks ago, TIME spoke to Bobby Shaw about his voices.
- </p>
- <p> Do you hear voices?
- </p>
- <p> "I ain't heard none in quite a while."
- </p>
- <p> What do they say?
- </p>
- <p> "I can't hardly make it out."
- </p>
- <p> Can you talk about your voices?
- </p>
- <p> "I have heard voices, but I can't make out much what they're
- saying. Lot of noise, lot of talking, lot of everything. Sometimes
- I might wake up and think I hear something, but I don't know."
- </p>
- <p> How many voices do you hear?
- </p>
- <p> "I don't know. Maybe six to 12."
- </p>
- <p> Do they give you commands?
- </p>
- <p> "No, not directly to me. They don't give you commands. They
- just, like, talk in commands."
- </p>
- <p> Do you talk back at them?
- </p>
- <p> "No, it's too easy to slip and get hurt. I might not pay attention
- to where I'm going."
- </p>
- <p> As he awaited execution in the mid-'80s, Bobby Shaw's condition
- deteriorated. He became withdrawn and disheveled--and the
- prison system finally took notice. In September 1986 a new department
- of corrections report announced that Shaw had a "schizoid personality
- disorder." But it was all too late.
- </p>
- <p> The prisoner's legal appeals were being quickly exhausted. Court
- after court had turned him down, and his first "serious" execution
- warrant was issued for May 1, 1990. In an effort to save Shaw,
- Donald Wolff, a prominent St. Louis attorney assigned to the
- case, brought in Illinois psychologist Daniel Cuneo, a political
- conservative usually extremely demanding on fitness matters,
- to determine whether Bobby was "competent" to be executed. Competency
- demands that a man understand why he was sentenced to die and
- what will happen when he is executed. Cuneo asked Shaw if he
- expected to be alive a week after his execution. "Might be here
- next week," Shaw replied. The psychologist reported, "Shaw's
- defect clearly renders him unable to understand matters." For
- the first time, Cuneo testified that a condemned man was not
- "fit" for capital punishment. Cuneo adds, "Execution doesn't
- mean anything to Bobby Shaw. He doesn't know what's going to
- happen."
- </p>
- <p> But the fresh discoveries of schizophrenia and mental incompetency
- were all for naught. Further appeals were dismissed on procedural
- grounds after the U.S. Supreme Court in 1985 began a series
- of rulings limiting the introduction of new evidence into cases
- already under appeal. Says O'Brien: "Bobby's death sentence
- is the product of a complete breakdown of the adversary system.
- The true defense in this case has never been inside a courtroom,
- and it never will be." In the eyes of the law, Bobby Shaw has
- been and always will be a normal, functioning citizen--and
- fit for execution.
- </p>
- <p> Martha Shaw was studying to become a nurse when Calvin Morris
- was killed. She could never bring herself to finish. "I just
- can't handle that kind of pressure. It's killing me. My son's
- daddy is dead. He needed his daddy." She was so angry at Bobby
- that "for a long time I wouldn't speak to him." Then the second
- murder occurred. "I began to realize he was sick. I've blamed
- myself all these years." She does not want to see him die. "Bobby
- will never have a wife and family. He will never be able to
- enjoy life. The system took a sick person away and made him
- worse."
- </p>
- <p> Janet Halderman is Walter Farrow's daughter. Her family was
- devastated by his murder. "It took me 18 months after my dad
- died to get up my confidence to walk into a dark room," she
- says. She believes that Bobby Shaw is a victim of society but
- that the execution has to be carried out. "Somewhere the system
- has made a mistake," she says. "If Mr. Shaw was in prison, the
- system should have known that he was mentally ill. If he was
- so mentally ill, he shouldn't have been allowed to work in a
- vegetable-cutting room with butcher knives. He has this voice
- that says, `Kill this person.' I'm sorry for his condition.
- But what is the point of dragging this out? I can't say I'm
- pro capital punishment. I can't say I'm against it. But if I
- did the crime and someone sentenced me to death, that's what
- needs to be done. It doesn't make any difference what color
- you are, how much money you have, or what your mental condition
- is."
- </p>
- <p> On June 9, at a minute past midnight, barring clemency by Missouri
- Governor Mel Carnahan, Bobby Lewis Shaw will die. He has never
- asked for clemency. He never asked for lawyers to appeal his
- case. Talking to TIME, he answered questions about his fate
- laconically, at times pulling his gray-flecked hair, at times
- staring at the ceiling and thinking hard for a reply.
- </p>
- <p> Do you think you've gotten a fair shake in life?
- </p>
- <p> "I don't know. I probably thought about it when I was younger."
- </p>
- <p> How do you feel about being executed?
- </p>
- <p> "I'm aware that I have to be executed. It ain't something that
- you wipe off your mind."
- </p>
- <p> What does it mean?
- </p>
- <p> "I don't know."
- </p>
- <p> You don't know?
- </p>
- <p> "When you're dead, you're dead. That's all."
- </p>
- <p> How do you feel about being dead?
- </p>
- <p> "Dead covers a lot of territory."
- </p>
- <p> If the Governor were here, what would you say to him?
- </p>
- <p> "I never gave it much thought. I'd say, `Read the report.' "
- </p>
- <p> Where do you think you'll be on June 9?
- </p>
- <p> "Dead."
- </p>
-
- </body>
- </article>
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